Yes, it's a memorable day today in our lovely fandom. I haven't planned on saying anything. Well, maybe except that I don't care.
I just want to get some things straight and today is, i guess the best day to do this.
I'm not 'squeeing' because of the news all over my flist. I mean it's cool for them and not so cool for us (to lose such a sexy guy we could shamelessly drool over) *sigh* Life is tough. We have to suck it up, folks.
But mostly i don't squee because i just don't like Danneel. Not because she's with Jensen Ackles. No. I don't have some kindergarten fantasies about me and him getting married one day. Yeah, i know, thats shocking. I'm sorry to disappoint some ppl out there but i'm not a new species with a brain as big as a nut. I do have a normal brain and i like to think of myself as an intelligent person. It's simple. Some ppl like chocolate with raisins and some with nuts. Not frigging everyone has to have the same taste... even in celebs, believe me.
Danneel hasn't done anything that would make me like her and just being the girlfriend of Jensen Ackles is not enough for me. I haven't seen any of her movies/shows. I don't know her at all. I'm not interested. She's just the woman on his side, like thousands of others in Hollywood. I don't feel like i have to change into a Danneel fan because of this right now. She's only a human being, just like you and me not a goddess.
So, if you want to defriend me now, it's all right. Just PM me please.
I like to be honest with myself and i'm not gonna be mad if you will be honest with me.
I respect ppl who like her. I have never started any wank, never called her names, never bitched about her on my lj. All i want is to get the same respect. Not to be judged for disliking some celeb that doesn't even know we exist. Not to be forced to change my mind to keep ppl on my flist. I have never ever allowed anyone in RL to control my life and i'm sure as hell won't start it here.
I'd love to think that we are mature enough for this. That we are here to have fun together. That we are friends because we like the other person for more that just being a fangirl/boy in the same fandom. But most of all i hope that we are here because we are fans of SAM and DEAN.
Anna.
Btw. well, this engagement kind of messed up my artistic perspective. I have some J2 stuff i have to do but i guess after that i will take a break. I have never shipped a RPS pairing before J2, so i have to figure out if i can work my magic on an 'almost-married' guy, too.